Trying to work
...but can't take my mind off of swine flu (not in the least because I have bronchitis and every time I cough someone asks me if I've traveled to Mexico lately). Alternating between nervous and fatalistic. Feels a bit like mid-afternoon Sept 11th--so many questions, no answers, the feeling that something huge is happening. The world went spinning on then and it will now. Feel a bit canary-in-a-coal-mine-ish. Always panicking before anyone else does.
